[Well, Dio, you've finally gotten some emotion out of him: a manic, half hysterical laughter as he covers his face with one hand.]
You think I don't fucking know that I've become the exact kind of person I became a detective because I hate? Do you want to hear me say that I'm a goddamn piece of shit who deserved what he got? That Akira and Kurama shouldn't have bothered trying to save me, and that it would've been my own damn fault if they'd died for it?! I guess it is about time I started telling the truth.
Hahah...but I bet you thought I was just some hypocrite, judging others and seeing himself as above reproach, huh? Like I haven't known this entire time that I didn't deserve to be the one everyone relied on. Like I don't know I don't deserve Katsuki-san's forgiveness. Why the hell do you think I've been so half-assed about the missions?
[His crazed chuckles finally start to die down and he turns to drop down into the chair in front of one of the computers.]
Just leave me alone. I don't know why I bothered to explain my situation to you in the first place.
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[Well, Dio, you've finally gotten some emotion out of him: a manic, half hysterical laughter as he covers his face with one hand.]
You think I don't fucking know that I've become the exact kind of person I became a detective because I hate? Do you want to hear me say that I'm a goddamn piece of shit who deserved what he got? That Akira and Kurama shouldn't have bothered trying to save me, and that it would've been my own damn fault if they'd died for it?! I guess it is about time I started telling the truth.
Hahah...but I bet you thought I was just some hypocrite, judging others and seeing himself as above reproach, huh? Like I haven't known this entire time that I didn't deserve to be the one everyone relied on. Like I don't know I don't deserve Katsuki-san's forgiveness. Why the hell do you think I've been so half-assed about the missions?
[His crazed chuckles finally start to die down and he turns to drop down into the chair in front of one of the computers.]
Just leave me alone. I don't know why I bothered to explain my situation to you in the first place.